Recently, a fellow blogger requested access to my previous blog. Of course, I had no qualms about allowing this person to continue to read my story. We have walked this same path together, and she has become someone special to me. I love and admire her strength, a strength I have often drawn on as an example for myself. Today I finally got around to logging into the old blog. I hadn’t read a word of that blog since May. Many, many times, I have considered logging in and writing. The story in that blog was a major part of my life. It is a story without a satisfactory ending and a story with thousands of unanswered questions. Many stones have been left unturned, many angles are left to explore. Flipping those stones, searching for the answers, and exploring those angles could easily become an obsession. I know that all too well. I could spend the rest of my life seeking answers to WHY? HOW? WHAT HAPPENED? I know now that I will never, ever find those answers. Some things are inexplicable. There are no answers to some questions. Sometimes certain situations simply defy all logic. Continue Reading »
Caribou is here! From the first moment we met, there was no doubt. He was meant to be a part of our lives.
The girls and I were nervous the entire day. I think we were all afraid that something would go wrong. Maybe the breeder would call and say that we needed to wait a couple days more. Or what if, God forbid, we didn’t like him? What if he wasn’t sweet? What if he was yippy, or too shy? Or what if “something” just didn’t feel right? The girls and I were quiet all morning (very unusual!) Each of us were keeping our thoughts to ourselves, but worrying in our own ways. Continue Reading »